Anything But Me

I want to stare at a wall and not blink
Stuck in stillness
Forgetting how to think

I want to breath slowly
Calm deep breaths
And forget how to feel

Loose all sense of color
Only see in gray
Loose all sense of time
Forget the year
Forget the day

I want to hear nothing but silence
Forget my voice
Sweet music of defiance

I don’t want to feel anymore
I want to be still
I want to be still

Sitting in a dark room
Nothing but walls
Nothing sense of happiness
No sense of doom

All I want is to be
Not to hear
Not to see
Not to feel
Not to breath
All I want is to be
Anything but me.